kaihentai: by chiboula @ lj (Let's go dancing!)
alcohololic ([personal profile] kaihentai) wrote2013-09-05 07:27 pm

IC INBOX; CEREALIA



[All that can be heard is the sound of a man spilling his guts- Literally. He's losing his lunch over and over again. After an dismaying array of wretching noises, a voice finally echoes throughout.]

Is this thing on?

[BEEEEEEP.]
helmets: (so i like to keep my issues drawn)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-09 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ do real men grow beards??? is that a thing. ]

I see.
More so than the whiskers, the satisfied smile on his face reminded me of you.
helmets: (i can see no way)

let's pretend i didn't mess the date up and this happens post-raid im gomen

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-10 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
It's not stupid.
I think it's cute.


[ stop talking about her bf that way, gosh. ]

I'm alright.
What about you?
helmets: (it's always darkest before the dawn)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-11 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
I don't forget so easily.
Do you?
helmets: (our love is pastured)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-11 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ she doesn't expect him to remember her after they finally manage to return home. she doesn't really expect much of anything, to be honest. ]

I'm not worried.
It may be hard for me to forget, but that's not the case for everyone else.
Memory is fickle.
Sometimes, we can't control what we want to remember or what we want to forget.
helmets: (well what the hell)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-11 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a sinking feeling in her chest, something cold slipping into her stomach as she reads the same sentences again. she's not sure what he means; she thought she'd been getting a little better at reading him.

and it does hurt, in some ways. she loves him, even though she doesn't expect him to share the same level of feeling, but being told that... stings. more than it should.
]

Maybe.
But wouldn't I know what's best for myself, more than you would?


[ there's a little bite to it, more so than she would usually allow. because she's tired of having others make decisions for her, tired of other people doing what they think is best for her. tired of people trying to hurt her under the guise of "doing what's best".

she's outlived everyone by centuries. she knows herself better than anyone else.
]
Edited 2015-12-11 06:49 (UTC)
helmets: (so i like to keep my issues drawn)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-11 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
Even if I may feel sad about it later, I wouldn't want to forget about this or you.
We may never see each other again, but that's fine.
The moments of the times we spent together is enough.

Whatever pain I may experience later from this, I think it's worth it.
At least I'd be able to know what it felt like to love someone.
helmets: (it's always darkest before the dawn)

[personal profile] helmets 2015-12-11 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
It does.
But all things come to an end eventually, don't they?
What's important is what you make of the time you have.


[ and just like that, the sinking feeling disappears only to be replaced by something in her chest seizing up. something like longing. ]

I've never met anyone quite like you, either.
You'll always be important to me.